Taehyung
I wake up and sit up in bed. I look over at Namjoon who is at his desk, scribbling on his notebook. ‘Morning hyung.’ I say. He turns around and gives me a small smile.
‘Good morning Tae. You sleep okay? I could hear you tossing and turning in bed.’ He comments and I shrug.
‘I couldn’t really sleep and if you could hear me, neither could you.’ I reply and he sighs. ‘We’re probably all still trying to process what happened yesterday. Sometimes I can’t believe what’s been going on.’ I say as I pull my legs so I can sit criss-cross while I look at him.
‘Yeah I know what you mean. One moment everything was normal you know. We were just working on the album and the music and then things started happening – Jungkook finding out about his missing sister, noona being in trouble, Minji’s apartment getting broken into, the accident and then all of this with Mr. Lee and the hitman.’ He says with a shudder which I can understand.
‘I’m just glad everyone is safe.’ I say and he nods in agreement. ‘Just the thought of Minji and Jimin almost being killed still sends shivers down my spine. Jimin was so scared yesterday. I’ve never seen him like that.’ I admit.
‘I know but who wouldn’t be? Imagine the person you love the most walks away with a killer to keep you safe. I wouldn’t be able to handle it either.’ Namjoon says.
‘They really do love each other. It makes me happy to see Jimin finally seeing his worth again when it comes to love and Minji does love him just as much as he loves her.’ I say.
‘After Jiyeon, I was always worried that he would not open himself to love again. Even though he hid it, I knew he doubted whether he was worthy of being loved but then Minji walked into his life and everything changed. If he had lost her yesterday, it would have destroyed him.’ Namjoon says.
‘Not just him either. I mean it would have destroyed Jungkook as well. He was trying to be strong and focus but I know he was terrified and I can’t blame him. She’s his sister after all.’ I say.
‘Exactly. I just wonder what will happen now.’ Namjoon says and I shrug. ‘Let’s go downstairs. I think I heard Jin hyung going down to prepare breakfast earlier.’ Namjoon says. I get out of bed as the two of us go downstairs to find Jin, Yun and Yoongi working on breakfast. ‘Do you need any help?’ Namjoon ask.
‘Not with the food but can you get the coffee started please?’ Jin asks and he nods.
As they work on breakfast, I hear footsteps and I turn to look. Jungkook is bringing Yoona’s wheelchair down the stairs while Hoseok is carrying her. We all stay silent as we watch Hoseok put her on the wheelchair. No matter how many times I see it, it still feels like I’m getting stung each time. I still can’t accept the fact that noona isn’t walking or dancing. I hate seeing her like this – so vulnerable and dependent when I know how strong she actually is. I know she tries not to talk about it, at least not with us but I know she must think about it often. I just hope she doesn’t keep it in for herself and at least talks to Hoseok or the girls.
‘Good morning. Ahh food smells delicious.’ Jungkook says, wanting to break the silence which I am grateful for.
‘Yeah it really does.’ Yoona says with a smile. ‘Where are Jimin and Minji? Are they still asleep?’ She asks as she looks around.
‘I think I heard them going up to the roof last night. Most probably they couldn’t even sleep so it won’t be a surprise to find them still sleeping.’ Yoongi says. I see everyone’s face change a bit indicating that probably everyone had some trouble sleeping last night.
‘I’ll go get them.’ I offer and I see Jungkook nodding. I decide to check their room just in case but they’re not there so I go upstairs to the roof. I open the door slowly, so not to give them a fright. I smile as I see them cuddled together. They’re on the cushions, Minji’s back resting against the wall and Jimin has his head on her lap. She has one hand on his chest and the other intertwined with his hand. They have the blanket covering them but I still think they’re a bit cold. I stop in my tracks and pull out my phone as I snap a photo of them together. Jimin would love this!
I kneel down next to them and place a hand on each of them to wake them up. ‘Time to wake up… breakfast is ready.’ I say. They both groan as Jimin tries to sit up. He stretches and lets out a loud groan. Minji stretches her arms upwards and moves her legs.
‘Good morning Oppa.’ She says as she yawns, not bothering to cover her mouth. She looks at Jimin and smiles. ‘Guess we ended up falling asleep here.’ She says with a shrug.
‘Seems like it.’ Jimin replies as he smiles at her again. It’s good to see him smile as well after everything that happened. ‘Let’s go downstairs.’ He says as he stands up. We both give her our hand as she stands up.
‘Aish my feet feel like they’re on pins and needles.’ She says chuckling as she tries to get her leg to move again.
‘Probably from having my head on your lap for so long. Climb on my back.’ Jimin instructs as he goes in front of her. She giggles and shakes her head before she climbs on.
‘It’s useless to tell you no, right?’ She asks and he nods. She giggles once more, sounding like a teenager as she gives him a kiss on the cheek. I roll my eyes as we begin to walk back inside. ‘Why are you rolling your eyes Oppa?’ She asks and I can sense the teasing in it.
‘He’s just jealous that he doesn’t have someone like you in his life, right Taehyungie?’ Jimin asks. Great now they’re ganging up on me…
‘On the contrary Jiminie. I am really happy you have her in your life. She makes you happy, puts you first and most importantly loves you.’ I reply and I see Jimin smiling.
‘Don’t worry Oppa. You’ll find someone who will love you for the amazing person you are too. Baby… what kind of boyfriend do you think Taehyung Oppa would make? I think he’d be the funny but cute kind.’ She says.
‘Like me?’ He asks as we begin to descend the stairs and she nods. ‘I think he’d also be very artsy. He’d take her to art galleries and create stuff for her.’ Jimin adds.
‘Guys can you stop talking about me as if I am not here?’ I ask. I feel my cheeks redden a bit at what they are talking about. I don’t even know why I feel so embarrassed in the first place.
We reach downstairs and I see Jungkook laughing as he sees her on his back. ‘What? Too lazy to walk gremlin?’ He teases her and she sticks her tongue out at him as Jimin lets her down.
‘Shut up chipmunk.’ She replies. He just sticks out his tongue at her, imitating her. I chuckle as I shake my head in disbelief. Sometimes it’s hard to believe that they’re twenty-two. It’s kind of funny to know that Minji and Jungkook can go from professional and serious adults to acting childish just like that.
Eventually, we all manage to sit down and eat breakfast together in peace as we talk about this coming week. ‘So you have a performance at Uni?’ I ask Yun who nods.
‘Not just any performance. She’ll be the opening act for the show. Every year, Uni does this show and it’s actually quite formal and everything, the girls wear long evening dresses and boys were tuxes and we have some important people who come to watch. She’ll even have a bloody orchestra playing behind her as she plays lead piano.’ Minji says excitedly, a look of pride on her face. I look at Yoongi who also looks really proud of her.
‘Do you think we’ll all be able to come see you?’ Namjoon asks.
‘If you want to. I don’t want to cause you any media problems.’ She says and I see Yoongi scoff.
‘As if the media can stop me from seeing my girlfriend perform.’ Yoongi says and I see Yun smile and nod, her cheeks going slightly red. ‘You’re going to be fantastic and I am not going to miss that for the world.’ He adds as soon as he sees her blushing. It seems he likes to make her blush and tease her and it's really easy to make her blush.
‘Do you have a dress?’ Yoona asks and Yun shakes her head. Both Minji and Yoona gasp. ‘Why not? This is a special occasion for you to dress up.’ Yoona says.
‘I… I um didn’t have time to go shop around between coming to the hospital, going to lectures and work. I’ll just wear one of the older ones. I think they still fit.’ She says.
‘Like hell you are. We’ll go browse the shops later or tomorrow and I’ll buy you the best dress we’ll find. All eyes will be on you.’ Yoongi says but Yun’s eyes go wide.
‘No, no you don’t need to do that. I don’t want you to buy me expensive things like that.’ She says, getting shy. Jimin and Hoseok both shake their heads as they chuckle knowingly. Yoona, Minji and Yun may be three individual girls with different hobbies and personalities but the one thing they have in common is that they do not know how to be spoiled.
‘You, Minji and Yoona are all the same. You’re our girlfriends so just let us spoil you every now and again.’ Yoongi replies.
‘Fine then but are you really going to enjoy jumping from one shop to another?’ She asks, looking skeptical.
‘I’ll get to see you try on different dresses so yes, I think I’ll definitely enjoy it.’ He says with a wink. I didn’t think it was possible but her cheeks go even redder which makes everyone laugh.
Yoongi
Yun and Minji went to Uni for their lectures but luckily they both finish early, so Jimin and I will go pick them up and then we’ll all go to the mall together. For now, the boys and I are the studio. We’ve decided that although we’ve pushed the comeback for later, we still have to work on the practices.
‘If you feel tired or in any pain just tell us and we’ll stop.’ Namjoon says to Hoseok as we enter the dance studio. We have to remember that Hoseok was shot not long ago and although his healing process has been very well and there hasn't been any real damage, we still want him to be careful.
‘I will.’ He says as he smiles. ‘Are you sure you’re okay with being here?’ He asks, turning to Yoona. I look at her briefly and see her smile.
‘Ever since I remembered everything, I’ve actually missed this place. I know it hasn’t been long but it feels like it and even though I can't dance, it will feel good to see you dance and be there to see it.’ She says.
‘Well things did change a lot since the last time you were here.’ Jin replies as he looks at our teacher our new choreographer … well new isn’t exactly the word since he’s been ‘working’ with us for over a month now, ever since she was in that accident. He’s just an * – a big pile of * who doesn’t know the first thing about respect. Yoona looks at him and her eyes go wide for a moment.
‘You’ve got to be kidding me. He’s your new choreographer?’ She asks and I nod.
‘Yep, the one and only.’ I say sarcastically. He sees us looking and approaches us.
‘Ahh Yoona. It’s good to finally see you again. I didn’t think you’d show up here.’ He says and she rolls her eyes. I see Hoseok tensing up but he keeps quiet. The boys and I exchange a look but no one knows what is going on. It's clear the two knew each other in the past and it didn't end on a good note.
‘Just get on with your work and don’t bother me. You and I have nothing to talk about.’ She replies. I smile, seeing her fire coming back to her as she puts him in his place. We have to sometimes bite our tongue because he’s our teacher but Yoona is on the same level as him.
‘Are you still bitter about what happened in the past? You’re the one who left the crew, we didn’t kick you out.’ He says and she scoffs. Now it makes sense… I remember how Yoona was in a dance crew before she left and came to join BigHit. Initially she had refused the offer but came to Bang a couple of days later and joined and never had anything to do with her crew again.
‘Bitter? Kick me out? I was the goddamn leader of that crew. I chose to leave because my so-called boyfriend was cheating on me with my best friend. I left the crew because I did not want to put them in the position of kicking you out and then you went and turned them against me and told them I sold out.’ She replies angrily. Well damn... no wonder she never spoke about it... and it seems like this guy has always been an *.
‘You might want to blame it on me, but you did sell out. It didn’t do you much good, did it? Look where you are now Yoona! You’re bound to that wheelchair and you’ll never dance again. I don’t even know why they brought you here. You’re *ing useless to them. You’ve lost any worth you ever had.’ He replies.
‘HEY!’ Hoseok yells, his voice echoing in the studio. His voice attracts everyone’s attention. He stares at this poor excuse of a man with fire in his eyes, his hands balled together and shaking. It’s one of those gazes that Hoseok is famous for – the one that makes anyone feel intimidated. ‘How dare you speak to her like that? You’re the one who doesn’t belong here not her. Yoona is an amazing teacher and being in a wheelchair does not make her any less good.’ He tells him.
‘Hyung’s right. Noona is a well-known choreographer who has been with us since the beginning. Her place will always be by our side.’ Taehyung says, just as angrily.
‘I think you should leave.’ Namjoon says. ‘We don’t need people like you in our team and we definitely don’t want you here. We’ll do just fine without you.’ He adds sternly.
‘You can’t fire me. You don’t have the authority to do so.’ He replies, still smirking, thinking he has won. Jin steps forward, a smirk of his own on his face. Oh *! Not many people know this about Jin – he’s often seen as the caring almost motherly like in the group, which he is but he is also one of the most savage members when it comes to protecting our family. He has this way of knowing exactly how to threaten you without making it violent or dirty. I guess he’s good at it because he’s good at reading people.
‘We don’t, you’re right but Bang Pd-Nim does and trust me when we tell him what you did to her and what you just said, you won’t be just fired. Your career will be ruined to the point you won’t be able to save yourself.’ Jin says calmly. The boys and I are all smiling, proud of our hyung.
‘Are you threatening me Seokjin?’ He asks as he crosses his arm, trying to look tough but he shifts his weight, showing his discomfort.
‘Threaten? Do you take me for some low-life rascal? No… I am not threatening you, I am merely warning you of what will happen unless you walk away.’ Jin replies, sounding as confident as ever. He is looking at him with piercing eyes that can make anyone feel uncomfortable and yes, scared.
‘Fine. I’ll quit but you can kiss winning awards for dances goodbye.’ He says before he turns and leaves. The way he walks is almost comical. As soon as he leaves, I hear Yoona sigh and we turn to look at her.
‘You shouldn’t have done that. You need a choreographer with you for these dances.’ She complains.
‘We have you. Besides, nobody knows us as dancers as much as you do and we know these choreographies – we just need to perfect them and make sure we don’t do any mistakes.’ Hoseok replies, earning a small smile from Yoona.
'You always know what to say to make me feel better, don't you?' She asks and Hoseok shrugs as he lowers down and gives her a quick peck.
Practice runs smoothly after a while of getting used to the idea of Yoona directing instructions verbally rather than showing us. I could see she was getting slightly frustrated but I think being in the dance studio and working on choreographies has given her a new life.
Lately, she has been lost in her own world – overshadowed by guilt, remorse and sadness. I don’t blame her but I hated seeing her like that so it’s good to see her in her element, even if it needs some getting used to. I was worried she’d fall into depression and I know how hard it is to climb back out. It makes me happy to see her focusing and hear her laugh.
As soon as we finish, we head to the showers and get ready. We say goodbye to the others while Jimin and I get into the car to go and pick up the girls. ‘Ah it felt so good to have noona back, right hyung?’ Jimin asks as he taps his fingers to the music.
‘Yeah. Definitely. I had almost forgotten what her smile looks like. I still can’t believe that * though. I never liked him but now I just really, really don’t like him.’ I say.
‘Yeah I know what you mean and talk about the chances right? I mean who would have thought he’d be her ex from what? Seven years ago?’ Jimin asks. ‘Ahh and Jin-hyung was so awesome. He really put him in his place.’ He says.
‘Yeah tell me about it. That’s the thing about Jin-hyung – he has a good and kind heart but don’t cross the line with him.’ I say and Jimin nods.
We arrive at University and find the two girls waiting for us with Rei, Usagi and Byung. I see Usagi looking at us and smiling and trying to keep herself from fangirling which makes me smile. The girls get into the car with a loud sigh. ‘Oh God today was so exhausting.’ Yun whines as she gets in the back while I start driving. ‘We were given an assignment. We need to prepare three different kinds of meals – one for a diabetic person, one for someone suffering from high blood pressure and one aimed at athletes and document the whole process.’ She explains.
‘Document? As in video graphing and taking photos?’ I ask and she nods. ‘We could help with that and Jin-hyung and I can definitely help you come up with some dishes. Taehyung may know nothing about cooking but he can be creative with the decorations.’ I reply.
‘Thanks jagi. I appreciate it.’ She says as she leans forward and gives me a quick kiss on the cheek.
‘How did rehearsals go?’ I ask and I see her smiling through the mirror as she gives me a thumbs up.
‘Really great. You’re going to love it.’ She replies sounding excited.
We arrive at the shopping mall and we decide to separate. Jimin and Minji decide to go to some other stores while I take Yun to one of the shops with evening dresses. I look at her as I see her eyes going slightly wider, a smile playing on her lips. ‘These dresses are beautiful jagi.’ She whispers.
‘They are and they’ll look even better on you. Let’s go see.’ I direct her as we reach one of the sections. We go through the dresses and I see one. I take it out of place and show it to her and she shakes her head so I put it back. She shows me another one and this time I’m the one shaking my head. I go to another section and I see one which attracts my eyes. ‘How about this one? It’s elegant and beautiful.’ I say. She looks at it and nods.
‘I’ll go try it on.’ She says as I hand it to her. I follow her to the dressing room and take her bag so she can change comfortably. At one point I hear a thud.
‘You okay?’ I ask, stifling my chuckles.
‘Yeah… I almost tripped on the hem of the dress.’ She replies, sounding slightly embarrassed. I can’t help but laugh even more. ‘Can you help me zip it up?’ She asks.
‘Sure.’ I reply as she walks out. My hands freeze mid-way as I see her and my eyes probably go wide. She looks at me with a confused look but her cheeks go red.
‘Wh-what?’ She stammers. I close my mouth and lick my bottom lip as I try to regain my composure as I motion for her to turn around.
‘You look beautiful. It’s almost like it is made for you.’ I say and I see her smile in the mirror. She looks at herself in the dress and twirls around.
‘It’s a really nice dress.’ She admits and I nod. I go from behind her and hug her as I wrap my arms around her.
‘It is but you make it even more so.’ I say. I see her smile which makes me smile with her. ‘We’re getting this for sure.’ I whisper to her.
‘Are you sure? It’s an expensive dress jagi.’ She replies even though she keeps looking at it. I can see it in her eyes that she has fallen in love with the dress.
‘I already told you. I want to spoil you so please, let me do so. I know you’re used to being independent and working hard for everything you have but you’re my girlfriend so let me buy you gifts and do stuff for you.’ I say. She turns around and wraps her hands around my neck.
‘It sounds so good when you call me your girlfriend.’ She says, still smiling. I see her eyes twinkling with sincerity. Yun is a special girl in her own right. She’s hardworking and independent. She can be fierce but also shy and reserved. She’s passionate about cooking and music – two things we have in common. There’s this something about her that just feels so perfect for me... something which makes me love her.
'What can I say? I enjoy calling you my girlfriend because I feel lucky to be able to do so. I still can’t believe you said yes to being mine.’ I say.
‘Yongi-ah… I would be crazy to say no and I’m not saying that because you’re an idol. I say it because you’re Min Yoongi and you’re amazing and you make me feel happy and loved.’ She says as she slightly pulls off the mask and gives me a quick, gentle kiss. The kiss turns more passionate before I hear someone clearing their throat. We break the kiss and we see the manager there, his arms across his chest and a slight smile on his face. We both nod at him as she hurries back into the dressing room but I hear her giggling.
We meet with Jimin and Minji about an hour later and we decide to go to ‘Sweet Tooth’. The girls both order some fancy milkshake while Jimin and I order a simple coffee. ‘I had lots of fun today. Thank you Yoongi-ah.’ Yun says as she blows me a kiss.
'It had been a while since we’ve gone shopping. Ah I’m so excited for the talent show. You’re going to rock that stage.’ Minji says excitedly.
‘Let’s keep our fingers crossed.’ Yun replies as she shows her two fingers crossed. Minji laughs but shows her fingers as well. ‘You know, I’ve been thinking about the whole situation.’ Yun says, suddenly sounding serious and I know she’s talking about the whole thing with the hitman.
‘What about it?’ Minji asks as she leans back on her chair and sips on her milkshake.
‘What happens now? Will he lead you to Mr. Lee? You know the real person behind everything?’ She asks but Minji shrugs.
‘I don’t know. I hope so but I have my doubts. This is far from over that’s all I know.’ Minji says. ‘Appa and Adam will work on catching the * and he’ll get what he deserves.’ She adds sounding determined.
Jimin and I exchange a look and I sigh. I know she’s right. If I learned anything is that Mr. Lee is a vindictive son of a *. Yoona is alive and so is Minji and now there is someone who can lead law enforcement towards him. I just hope that everything ends well without any of us getting hurt.
‘Well whatever happens, we’ll face it together.’ Jimin says as he reaches for Minji’s hand. Minji looks at him and smiles and nods.
‘On another note… I’ve been thinking a lot lately and I want to know what you guys think about going public about our relationships.’ I suggest. Jimin looks at me uncertainly while the girls look at each other. ‘I’ve been thinking that if we’re the one to speak about it, it would go out better to the fans rather than have them finding out by chance.’ I explain.
‘Well that does make sense Oppa. It would show you trust your fans and they are more likely to be receptive of it.’ Minji says.
‘We could. Bang said that it’s up to us when we say it. We could say that we are dating without revealing their identities for now.’ Jimin suggests and I nod.
‘There’s still a risk of media finding out about you, especially you Minji so how do you girls feel about it?’ I ask. The two girls look at each other and nod.
‘Maybe you have forgotten but we started out as ARMY. We loved and adored you from a far. Sharing something so personal with ARMY would only make them love you more. There will be some who will hate the very idea of you being in a relationship, especially with two who aren’t in the same industry but Minji and I can deal with that.’ Yun says.
‘Yun is right. I mean if we could deal with jealous exes and insane killers, a couple of comments are not going to scare us.’ Minji says with an enthusiastic smile.
‘Still, I know it’s something relating to the four of us but I think we should talk to the whole group about it and see what they feel before posting anything.’ Jimin says and I nod.
‘I agree. How do you think Jungkook will take it?’ I ask and Minji shrugs but smiles.
‘He’ll be fine.’ Minji says. ‘He said he wanted the two of us to record a song together someday but for now we’re going to work on a mashup of BTS songs. I’m so excited for it.’ She says.
‘Is it the first time singing with your brother?’ I ask and she nods.
‘I think so. We might have done karaoke actually but nothing official like this.’ She says. ‘Do you know it’s been already around seven months since you boys walked into our lives?’ She asks suddenly.
‘Yeah time really does pass quickly. I mean we’ll be celebrating five months together later this month and they just celebrated their third month.’ Jimin says, referring to me and Yun.
‘These have been some of the best months in our lives and I don’t mean just relationship wise. You girls brought something to our family. Jungkook always talked about him feeling like there was a missing piece and I think you two were that.’ I say.
‘Yeah things definitely changed with you around.’ Jimin says.
‘You mean they got crazier, much crazier.’ Minji replies but Jimin shrugs and laughs.
‘Maybe but also more exciting and fun and it feels like our family is more complete now.’ Jimin replies, earning a smile from Minji. ‘You know, this summer you can see us on tour. You’d be on holidays and can come with us.’ Jimin says, getting excited at the idea...well he's not the only one.
‘That would be amazing actually. Especially since this will be the last free summer technically speaking, especially for me so it would be amazing to spend it with you.’ Yun says.
‘I would love nothing more.’ Minji replies as she looks at Jimin lovingly.
‘Then it’s settled. You’ll come with us on our Summer tour. We’ll be super busy but at least you’ll still be there.’ I say and they all smile.
‘I think this calls for a photo.’ Jimin says as he is quick to stand up. I roll my eyes but the girls stand up as well. I take out my phone and the four of us huddle together as I snap the photo. Everyone huddles closer to see it and I smile happily. I find myself thinking one simple question - can we stay happy like this moment forever?